A very special birthday shoutout to the founding father of the DPRK, Kim il Sung, who would have been 100 today. This is like the 4th of July to North Koreans with military parades and fireworks. I just missed it this year but I’m making plans to go next year now that my passport drama has been taken care of. I’ve always been fascinated with the country and government from day 1. Here is a great video I recommend that will show you parts of North Korea from the VICE.
*R. Kelly Voice* Now usually I don’t do this but….. Last thing I want is for this site to turn into a TMZ style gossip site about ravers but I’m doing this post because I love an online mental meltdown as much as the next person and this past weekend was a Chernobyl style meltdown. I was actually late to the party being on an epic drinking bender my damn self and I didn’t catch wind of this until Sunday.
THE BACKSTORY: Friday, Franz and his AT THE TIME girlfriend went to a event called “Full Moon Gathering” where the Franzster took a couple of hallucinogens and started losing his mind, flipping out on his girlfriend Kat. From what intel has told me, he had a history of being abusive towards her. Travis Wilklow, Who was also at the event and eventually broke the story to me, said that he asked Kat (who used to date Travis) if she wanted to go somewhere safe, away from the Franzmiester who was going Tasmanian devil on everybody. She left the event to get away from him and hours later Franz goes on a Facebook tear. The status has been since taken down but this is the quote word for word.
“ attention: travis wilklow or however his name is spelled has my girlfriend kat dougie kidnapped and drugged somewhere. someone please save her. travis is lying and saying that he is her father and im convinced he is trying to hurt and or kill her. please guys, we have to save her. someone please try to get to her and bring her back to me. someone let me know whats going on please”
MEANWHILE….
Kat & her abductor father, Travis
Nobody disrespects Lazerjew like that and lives to tell about it! Consider those as shots fired towards H.O.R. and that is a declaration of war.please come home baby, i need you here
baby please stop and come home
i want to be with you
i want you to be here and be safe with me
i can keep you safe, im sorry for scaring you i didn’t mean to
I DO NOT WANT TO BE WITH YOU. get the fuck over it and move on. realize what a piece of shit you are and think about how you treat people. your life in this scene is over.
look, i just want to be with you, i thought we were supposed to be together for forever
where are you, just please come home
i love you so much baby just please
you beat the shit out of me, called me a piece of shit and a dumbass, repeatedly yelled at me for nothing, yelled at leeann for nothing, and then publicly disrespected and shamed me. FUCK YOU.
please baby come home
you’re not a dumbass i swear
i really want you to be here please
I AM HOME. anywhere away from you is home.
no you arent, your home is here, please come home baby
YOU ARE INSANE. get out of the loop in your head. EVERYONE has my back at this point now that they know what’s going on and have seen how you are being
im not in the loop, just please come back
i’ll be fine with you, just please come home
please i love you baby, just come back, i want to be with you, please be my gf again
i want to be with you the rest of my life and make you safe for forever
you are the most amazing thing that ever happened to me, please come back
maybe this will all make you realize what a fucked up person you are and that you need SERIOUS PSYCHIATRIC HELP
stop being so selfish and stop bullying and manipulating people
look, i’ll get help with you, im not trying to bully anyone, just please come back so we can work on this together
i love you so much
we are not working on shit together. YOU need to work on shit so that you never do anything like that to anyone else ever again. you did SERIOUS damage to my psyche. worse than anyone ever has.
look, we’ll be ok just come home
please honey, i want you so badly, i’ll never hurt you like this again
THANK YOU, IKE TURNER
all you abusive fucks are the same
same pattern of abuse and apology
im not ike turner, im franz tarr and i love you, i just need you to come home
somebody needs to fuck your shit up
this already has fucked me up, i need you back baby
i love you and i really need you in my life, just please think about coming back to me, i will never do this to you again
I ALREADY THOUGHT ABOUT IT. for like 2 seconds yesterday….but the answer is NO
like I repeatedly said no to you in the tent last night and you continued to do shit anyway
please baby, i know i can treat you right, i love you so much
no i stopped i did
bull shit, I had to push your ass off of me
no you didnt
i did not
i’ll never hurt you again, i promise you
YOU ALREADY HURT ME. get it through your head that THAT is where it stops.
fool me once, shame on you. YOU WILL NOT FOOL ME TWICE
look i didnt mean to hurt you, i didnt mean to scare you, it wont happen again i swear to you
just please come be with me baby, i’ll keep you safe i promise
i just want you to be here so i can be with you, i want to cuddle with you and spend the rest of my life keeping you safe, i really hope we can do this
this conversation is over.
no please dont
just come and be with me
please be here, i love you so much and we deserve each other. please
I DESERVE SOMEONE 80 BAGILLION TIMES BETTER THAN YOOOOOU
im working on it i promise you
look i know whats going on, kieth is trying to keep you from me. he needs to stop. im not leaving this house so dont worry, im going to be fine. just please come and talk to me so we can try and work this out.
look, just tell me one thing and i’ll leave you alone for a while i promise. have you been fucking other people already? please i hope you haven’t been.
look, im about to take everything down that i posted. im sorry. you know that its safe to be here, i promised you that i would never do that shit again and its never going to happen. you promised me you would communicate with me and you forgave me. you know you did and dont say you didnt. dont go back on your word. i love you and i know you love me still. i want to help you get your life back together and i want to be by your side and your friend again. just please at least talk to me online.
see i deleted everything i said. please talk to me. talking to you is safe and it would at least help me. please kat i hate begging you.
then stop begging and leave me alone.
i have left you alone for a lot of time, this hurts me so much and i really need this from you
it’s only been 2 days. GET PSYCHIATRIC HELP.
i cant afford it and you know that, we have a ton of bills we have due that we need to pay
look, i love you very much and i just want the best for you
i just need you to comunicate with me
if you wanted the best for me, you would have treated me like gold.
i normally did and you know that
we had such great times together
not really.
i had the most incredible sex in my life with you, we had a lot of fun with a bunch of our friends, we got to play a lot of music together
we ate all kinds of crazy food
we had such fun shenannigans
which you overpowered with your abusive ridiculousness.
you are the most beautiful and amazing woman in the world and youre the best thing that ever happened to me and im willing to do whatever it takes to have you back in my life
i just need you to communicate with me and tell me what you want so i can provide these things for you
im willing to do whatever it takes for you and i to be ok again
i love you more than anyone i’ve ever loved in my life and i cant stand to lose you, you told me that you love me more than anyone you’ve ever loved either and that we’re perfect for each other. we kept saying the many many thousand reasons. you know this is true
well, I want you to leave me alone. you fucked everything up. YOU alone are responsible for destroying what we had. there’s nothing you can do for you and I to be ok ever again. you destroyed me in public, and that was the final straw, AFTER you had been obnoxious and controlling all fucking night at fmg
look im sorry and that will never happen again i promise you
just tell me what i have to do to try and work this out with you
that’s what every abuser says. I no longer trust you. Your word means nothing to me, especially since you’ve broken your word to me so many times.
look im not an abuser, i never have been and never will hurt you again like i did, just please talk this out with me
i’ll be sober for you if i need to be
you’re caught in a loop.
no im not, i want to explore a new future with you
you’re the only one that wants that
go new places and see new things and make new friends
please kat you know you love me
we are so perfect together, i just made a few mistakes that im never going to make again
yeah, take me away from all my friends so you can control and degrade me all you want and I won’t have any escape
the only thing i want for you is whats best. no we can go and be with your friends too, i never want to keep you away from people
i love your friends too
what’s best for me is to stay as far away from you as possible.
i’ll never degrade you like i did again, im so very sorry kat
no its not, i can do so much for you and you know that
just try this with me one more time, i know i can do this for you
you are the only thing keeping me alive, please, you’ve tried killing yourself when i’ve been around, or at least told me you want to and you’ve hit yourself a lot and i’ve always tried to stop you, i’ve never hurt you and meant it i swear to you
you at least owe me trying to stop me from hurting myself at least one time
do what for me? give me a life where I eat out of dumpsters, have bruises on my body from you throwing me, driving you around so you can make your pathetic sales so you can spend all your money on drugs, and where I spend all my time feeling like a piece of shit because I deserve so much better than that.
no, i’ll make money performing and you wont have to provide anything for me at all i swear
you deserve the world and i want to give that to me
well, you clearly cannot even provide AT ALL for yourself, so why would I be stupid enough to believe that you could provide for me at all ever?
there are plenty of other things i can do to provide for you, i also want to help you provide for yourself as well so we dont have to depend on each other for things
i couldnt because i was doing so many drugs
i wont do that anymore i promise you
go to fucking rehab and get your life together. maybe you should try repenting to the universe for all the sheisty shit you’ve done to people.
i want to nurture you and see you prosper and be a better you just like i want to be a better me. i want to be the greatest person that i can for you
look i cant afford rehab, i can do this on my own i swear it
ive already given all my drugs to patrick
YOU DESTROYED THAT OPPORTUNITY
i only have cigarettes
go to a fucking meeting or something.
you dont have to let it end here, please just let me work this out
then go to one with me
i’ll do that with you if thats what you think would help me
and when you decide you want your drugs, you’re just gonna beat the crap out of him until he gives them to you, or find some other way to bully and manipulate him like you always do. you treat him like shit and all he does is help you.
no i wont im not going to do that to him again
i’ve been treating him great through all this
i swear to you, i love patrick i swear
drugs have been fucking my life up and making me feel like shit, i dont want to live a life like this anymore
i want to live a healthier one and have you in it
there are rehabs run by fairfax county that are really really good. look into it.
i cant afford that right now, let me start with going to meetings, once i can work up enough money for bills and things i’ll do it if you want me to
you destroyed that opportunity and you destroyed me. no one has EVER hurt me like you have.
look im trying to make you better again, please let my try
i love you so much kat
only I can make me better.
i can make you even better than you can alone and you know that
you know i can make you very happy
I know that that is a lie.
that is not a lie
ive made you very happy many times
we had great fun and i had some the most incredible times of my life with you in the short time we’ve been together
you’ve made me feel so good so many times and i need that again
you’re the most amazing thing that ever happened to me and i know i can do this for you, i love you baby
I hope this whole thing makes you realize that you can’t treat people the way that you do. ever. it is completely unacceptable.
i know i cant and i never will again but i still need you in my life
im going to be so much better for you i swear
get it through your thick fucking skull that IT’S OVER.
please kat i love you, try this one more time i promise you its worth it
you dont have to live with me, i just want you back in my life
i swear to you i’ll never hurt you again
look i know this is hard to do, but we can do it honey
it will be ok
we can do things slowly, i want to make you feel comfortable
we were made for each other and you know that
you cant just ignore that
you clearly have no regard for anything i’m saying to you.
no i care so much about what you have to say
and im not trying to force this on you, i just love you so much and know that this can work so im just trying the best that i can do do what is going to make this work
well, you haven’t been paying attention. all you’ve been doing is repeating yourself over and over and over again and making less and less sense
no, i make sense i know it
right now im clear headed
im not fucked up anymore
i want to do everything in the world for you, please let me do these things for you, we will be so great together i know it
well, when you’re clearheaded, you still have paranoid delusions, and still get stuck in these really psychotic loops
no im not paranoid about anything anymore i swear
i just really want you back
and im ready to do whatever it takes
im very sorry about everything that happened
and i wish it never did happen
you have no idea how bad i feel about all of this
im being honest and remorseful with you and i only have the best of intentions
you deserve to feel bad and you deserve all the backlash you’ve gotten for this.
look it doesnt have to happen this way, we can make this work
i know we can
the entire east coast rave scene recognizes your insane face at this point
im going to show them that ive changed and apologize publicly to everyone if that makes things better
im working on paying the people back that i owe money to i swear to you
i want to make things better for everyone
if you want me to stay out of the scene i will, i’d leave it all for you kat
id do anything for you because i love you so much
you’re gonna have to do more than apologize. I would suggest laying low this year as far as parties go, for your own safety.
i understand that, i just want to make things right
i want this to work so i’ll do it
i love you so much, i really hope you know that
i will always love you, and i’ll love you more everyday that i live
i apologized in a status update, you can check it if you want
if you want me to say anything else i’ll do that too
come on baby, please i’ll give you a break but please tell me that you’ll talk to me more later
tell me you’ll communicate with me
Fuck outta here with that Bullshit. So this is going around the interwebs which put a smile on face considering I’ve been blabbering on my twitter page over the last year about the hypocrisy that is Beatport in relation with producers bragging rights. For those of you who aren’t up to speed, you may have seen some local DJ’s in Your Area, USA put a album or single out and see that their album is charted up there in the top 10/50/100 up there with the big dogs. Not to be a total hater, ok sure an up and coming dude put out a banger, cool, I get that. What this picture sheds light is the majority of people who are cheating to brag. The reason I know this is going on is for one, I’ve been approached by people I know in the dubstep, Moombahton, House, electro community to buy album’s or singles and get reimbursed for doing it. I can assure you that a lot of this goes on right here in our city so for now on when you see stuff like this, it’s ok to raise an eyebrow. *RANT OVER*
Another amazing video from VICE.
-RR
Brace for impact on Friday because Clockwork at Rock & Roll Hotel this Friday has the “sensation” guest DJing, none other then the pride of Columbia Maryland, Steve Starks Along with the resident Misfits Will 88, Philip Goyette and that awkward drunk Rothchild. The good news is that I don’t have to say much because the homies music speaks for itself. See you at Rock & Roll on Friday, bamas!
Steve Starks x JWLS – Circus (Original Mix) by SteveStarks
Solidisco – Hooked (Starks & Nacey Remix) *{free DL in description}* by SteveStarks
I hope y’all are still doped up on peeps and chocolate bunnies so you can really get busy to this fucking banger of a mixtape I’ve got for ya today. Here on this very special Mixtape Monday, Cool Breezy (my main squeeze) and STRFRNT present to you: ”Entrapment” by one of the trillest dudes on the East Coast, Philly’s Dirty South Joe.
“Entrapment” is THAT mix. It’s the perfect mix to bump today just to let everyone know you ain’t fuckin’ around on this here Monday. An hour’s worth of heavy bass, undulating wobbles, and trunk music from DJs and producers from here to there, “Entrapment” means business and will not take NO for an answer. There’s no shortage of trill musical stylings here – from Rick Ross’ Maybach Music, 2Chainz’s lackadaisical flow, and future bass bumpin’ from David Heartbreak.
Just in case you’re uninformed, Dirty South Joe spearheaded the Luvstep movement straight outta Philly with his homie Flufftronix. Luvstep breaks free of that “brostep” stigma and showcases dubstep tunes that are more melodic than most. It’s something to be proud of, for sure, but that’s not all he’s about. Joe is a true hip-hop head and as business-minded as ever. As a DJ, producer, promoter, and talent manager affiliated with Mad Decent, Brick Bandits, and Cool Records, it’s an understatement to say he’s basically running Philly right now.
Last week on Mixtape Monday – Smutlee’s Mix for The Selector
See what we did there? Phetish P and I are doing a Monday jumpoff in the heart of Northwest called Relapse. In case you want to keep going hard from the weekend or felt that you didnt get it in enough as you planned out, Relapse at bar 19 has you covered. We’re playing all dubstep, moombah and maybe even polka I don’t fuckin know, it’s going to be dope though. Don’t waste your Monday watching an Intervention on TV when you can live to Relapse in person. FREE ALL NIGHT
The HOR GROUP bounced back after the awful Ziplok April fools trick and the controversy surrounded with the March Sadness champion. Things went from meh to awesome after Sean Davidson posted this video gem making him group champion of the worrrrrrrrrrld….. of the week.
My go to on the internet to get my mind BLOWN away is on the VICE. They have articles on there that can open your eyes on the world without leaving your couch. Shane Smith is one of my favorite reporters on there traveling around to the most fucked up, shit storm places in the world and reporting it while managing not to get killed. One of the videos I came across recently was so fucking dope, I had to post it up here. This is a rave on the Black Sea in an abandoned nuclear reactor called KAZAHTHN. after watching, I immediately checked my bank funds to see how the fuck I can get in the mix. Hope the rave heads of HOR enjoy this as much as I did.
Fucking epic podcast posted the other week that I felt had to be reposted. Joey Diaz in the house telling drug stories that will have your jaw dropping while pissing your pants laughing. Fucking love that dude.